bloody hell... ♥
I'm with megan again. Will she never leave? lool, jokes I love her. We both have a slight obsession with Harry Potter. We're watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire. Robert Pattinson's in this film. I think he's rather fit, but megan is serioulsy obsessed. But we always thought that he was really ugly in this film because he was so young. But watching it now, we've realised that he is extreamly fit in this. Appart from the bit where he dies. Harry's got really big eyebrows. Not as big as Cedrick Digories (Robert Pattinsons character)
peace.love.happiness
♥
Friday, July 30
Thursday, July 29
16 ELS AVENUE
No body puts baby in the corner... ♥
Blog on the go(29/7/10):
I'm in bed atm with meg. (sounds kinky. But I'm no lesbian) and we're watching Dirty Dancing. Every time something cringy happens Megan screams really quietly and hides her face. It's really quiet funny. I'm trying to think of what film to watch next. A nice funny film. Either the hangover or zombieland. Or something else. I'll google it. I can't wait for the end of the film. It's my second fave bit. My first fave bit is when they're in the studio dancing and they're grinding. Then the managers nephew walks in and they stop dancing just in time. But its the bit before I like. Well, just like my other phone blogs, this will be very short. Ahh, going now. It's the finale.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
Blog on the go(29/7/10):
I'm in bed atm with meg. (sounds kinky. But I'm no lesbian) and we're watching Dirty Dancing. Every time something cringy happens Megan screams really quietly and hides her face. It's really quiet funny. I'm trying to think of what film to watch next. A nice funny film. Either the hangover or zombieland. Or something else. I'll google it. I can't wait for the end of the film. It's my second fave bit. My first fave bit is when they're in the studio dancing and they're grinding. Then the managers nephew walks in and they stop dancing just in time. But its the bit before I like. Well, just like my other phone blogs, this will be very short. Ahh, going now. It's the finale.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
15 ELS AVENUE
Night Night... ♥
Blog on the go(29/07/10):
I've just gone to bed and I can't seem to sleep. Thought I'd do a phone blog. I had a very interesting conversation with Roza earlier. I'm glad I've got someone to talk to about everything. I can talk to some of my closest friends about stuff but then I always feel most comfortable when talking with Roza. I'm really happy I've found a friend who I can be totally honest with.
Don't know why I decided to blog about that. It's barely a blog. I just needed an excuse I suppose to use my phone and try to get used to the keyboard. I'm typing rather swiftly on this thing now. I'm slowly getting quicker If that makes sense. It's going to be hard going to a different phone after having this one for 5 months from now on.
Anyway, best be off now. Got some serious shopping to do tomorrow with the lovely meg. I'm going to France on an activity trip with my school. I'm so excited. But I've got less than half a week to get a tan. So I shall be going to the beach on Friday. Well, I shall bid you a dew and hit the hay. Night.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Blog on the go(29/07/10):
I've just gone to bed and I can't seem to sleep. Thought I'd do a phone blog. I had a very interesting conversation with Roza earlier. I'm glad I've got someone to talk to about everything. I can talk to some of my closest friends about stuff but then I always feel most comfortable when talking with Roza. I'm really happy I've found a friend who I can be totally honest with.
Don't know why I decided to blog about that. It's barely a blog. I just needed an excuse I suppose to use my phone and try to get used to the keyboard. I'm typing rather swiftly on this thing now. I'm slowly getting quicker If that makes sense. It's going to be hard going to a different phone after having this one for 5 months from now on.
Anyway, best be off now. Got some serious shopping to do tomorrow with the lovely meg. I'm going to France on an activity trip with my school. I'm so excited. But I've got less than half a week to get a tan. So I shall be going to the beach on Friday. Well, I shall bid you a dew and hit the hay. Night.
peace.love.happiness
♥
14 ELS AVENUE
Ring Ring... ♥
Blog on the Go (28/7/10):
Hello. This is quite strange using word on my phone. I just need to get used to it. I could be able to use it at school. I think I will be able to deal with having this phone until Christmas. Can't wait. I will get an iPhone for Christmas. Then with my Christmas money, will get a blackberry on pay as you go. I will never top it up and just use it for BBM so I can save money for texting. Omg, I can't wait now. That's a plan. If I always use this. I could then type it up for a blog and just put; 'blog on the go' then type what I've written on my phone onto blog. Now that, is a plan.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Blog on the Go (28/7/10):
Hello. This is quite strange using word on my phone. I just need to get used to it. I could be able to use it at school. I think I will be able to deal with having this phone until Christmas. Can't wait. I will get an iPhone for Christmas. Then with my Christmas money, will get a blackberry on pay as you go. I will never top it up and just use it for BBM so I can save money for texting. Omg, I can't wait now. That's a plan. If I always use this. I could then type it up for a blog and just put; 'blog on the go' then type what I've written on my phone onto blog. Now that, is a plan.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Monday, July 26
13 ELS AVENUE
i own the green monster♥
Lately, I've been getting really jealous of some people. Like the ones who can afford to just go to London and spend loads of money on designer clothes. Sure, I do have a fair few designer things. But I dunno whether it's just me being 'spoilt' or just a normal desire for things you cant have. My mum and dad always shout at me when I ask for something saying I'm always asking for stuff and that I'm so ungrateful for it all. I'm 14 years of age, its the summer holidays. I'm going to want money.
I really need a job. It's hard enough for a 16 year old to get jobs this time of year, let alone a 14 year old with no work experience and no way of getting a job. Some of us aren't lucky enough to have Dads with Kebab Shops.
I've got a topshop shopping bag on one of my tabs. The total price was £140 at first. But then I thought that was too high. So I lowered it by deleting some stuff. It's now only £95. I'm saving it until my mum and dad are in a good mood. Or if I haven't asked for anything in a while. Then will be like, muuuuuuuumm.... y'know its summer and i have no summer clothes:D. Hopefully if I explain my point that if she buys me this stuff I'll be set for summer and will need to more clothes. She'll get them for me:) But I doubt it.
I sound soo spoilt. Oh well. I am spoilt just without the getting part. Like, I always want loads of stuff, but I never get it. So does that make me spoilt or not?
peace.love.happiness
♥
Lately, I've been getting really jealous of some people. Like the ones who can afford to just go to London and spend loads of money on designer clothes. Sure, I do have a fair few designer things. But I dunno whether it's just me being 'spoilt' or just a normal desire for things you cant have. My mum and dad always shout at me when I ask for something saying I'm always asking for stuff and that I'm so ungrateful for it all. I'm 14 years of age, its the summer holidays. I'm going to want money.
I really need a job. It's hard enough for a 16 year old to get jobs this time of year, let alone a 14 year old with no work experience and no way of getting a job. Some of us aren't lucky enough to have Dads with Kebab Shops.
I've got a topshop shopping bag on one of my tabs. The total price was £140 at first. But then I thought that was too high. So I lowered it by deleting some stuff. It's now only £95. I'm saving it until my mum and dad are in a good mood. Or if I haven't asked for anything in a while. Then will be like, muuuuuuuumm.... y'know its summer and i have no summer clothes:D. Hopefully if I explain my point that if she buys me this stuff I'll be set for summer and will need to more clothes. She'll get them for me:) But I doubt it.
I sound soo spoilt. Oh well. I am spoilt just without the getting part. Like, I always want loads of stuff, but I never get it. So does that make me spoilt or not?
peace.love.happiness
♥
Thursday, July 15
12 ELS AVENUE
woof, woof, woof ♥
fml! Does my fucking dog ever wanna stop barking? Every time someone comes to the door, woof woof woof woof woof! Drives me insane! Then she just carries on barking for like an hour after. I'm surprised the people still live near us! I'd move if the dog next door kept barking.
Anyway... I've always wondered what it would be like to go crazy. Sometimes I think I'm not quite right in the head, but I'm definitely not crazy. I mean, being able to have all these twisted thoughts, and think it's right? Must be a weird sensation. I mean, being able to think somethings happening, like make up imaginary people. Or to kill someone without realising. Or to even live a lie, and not find out the truth until the day you die, must be some pretty imense shit.
It's like trying to become blind though, you can walk around for ages with your eyes closed. But you'll always peek. Look to the sun for 5 seconds, and you'll never see again. I can walk around thinking wierd thoughts all the time. Or (apparantly this works), if you sit in an empty room for a day or two, and think that everyone you know hates you. The next time you see these people, you will be completely paranoid, this then leads to going crazy. Or just go through a traumatic experience. Most things can make people go crazy.
peace.love.happiness
♥
fml! Does my fucking dog ever wanna stop barking? Every time someone comes to the door, woof woof woof woof woof! Drives me insane! Then she just carries on barking for like an hour after. I'm surprised the people still live near us! I'd move if the dog next door kept barking.
Anyway... I've always wondered what it would be like to go crazy. Sometimes I think I'm not quite right in the head, but I'm definitely not crazy. I mean, being able to have all these twisted thoughts, and think it's right? Must be a weird sensation. I mean, being able to think somethings happening, like make up imaginary people. Or to kill someone without realising. Or to even live a lie, and not find out the truth until the day you die, must be some pretty imense shit.
It's like trying to become blind though, you can walk around for ages with your eyes closed. But you'll always peek. Look to the sun for 5 seconds, and you'll never see again. I can walk around thinking wierd thoughts all the time. Or (apparantly this works), if you sit in an empty room for a day or two, and think that everyone you know hates you. The next time you see these people, you will be completely paranoid, this then leads to going crazy. Or just go through a traumatic experience. Most things can make people go crazy.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Saturday, July 3
11 ELS AVENUE
cry me out... ♥
is it bad I always forget to blog? Oh well, the only person that reads them is Roza. She'll be happy to see I've done a new blog. She always bugs me about it. The reason I decided to blog was because the song 'cry me out' just came on. Which reminded me of when me and Roza were dancing round my dining room at my mums party. Then my thoughts ran from there. Hope she's happy.
Aw, 'wake me up when september ends' just came on. My friend shai slept round a few weekends ago, and the song came on and she was like 'oh! i love this song! whats it called? when summer comes?' i was like, 'no shai. just, no' but she knew most of the words to it? wierd child. bless her. I just looked through some photo's of me and her running around in my garden getting soaked by some water sprinkler things. How funny :')
Today's been pretty shite. I got up at 10 am ready to have a shower and start sunbathing. But when I got dressed I realised it was a bit to breezy and cloudy out. So I went in very disapointed. And started to re-do my pc. Which failed epically because now I've lost half my music and fucked up my internet. (excuse my french) eugh, speaking of french. I hate my french teacher. To the max. I'm so glad I didn't take french. The other day in french my friend olivia asked a question about 5 times, and it may have been quite a dumb question, but the teacher didn't answer. She just banged her head on the wall, said olivia was hopeless then walked out of class. Everyone was in complete shock. Then when the bitch came back in, I said to her, 'why did you do that? that was so rude!' then she started shouting at me, and sent me up to my year manager. Who then walked me back to lesson and she told me off, but was doing it in a really nice way. How wierd. But then I just sat in lesson giving my teacher the evils. I hate her. She can go die.
My geography teacher is worse though. She's recently had a baby and hasn't come back because of maternity leave. We all prayed she died in child birth. But that the baby survived obviously. Will have to wait until September to see if she's waddling round school again. Hopefully not(yn)
well, i'm off. It's a bit sunnier now. So going to see if I can get rid of my tan lines.
peace.love.happiness
♥
is it bad I always forget to blog? Oh well, the only person that reads them is Roza. She'll be happy to see I've done a new blog. She always bugs me about it. The reason I decided to blog was because the song 'cry me out' just came on. Which reminded me of when me and Roza were dancing round my dining room at my mums party. Then my thoughts ran from there. Hope she's happy.
Aw, 'wake me up when september ends' just came on. My friend shai slept round a few weekends ago, and the song came on and she was like 'oh! i love this song! whats it called? when summer comes?' i was like, 'no shai. just, no' but she knew most of the words to it? wierd child. bless her. I just looked through some photo's of me and her running around in my garden getting soaked by some water sprinkler things. How funny :')
Today's been pretty shite. I got up at 10 am ready to have a shower and start sunbathing. But when I got dressed I realised it was a bit to breezy and cloudy out. So I went in very disapointed. And started to re-do my pc. Which failed epically because now I've lost half my music and fucked up my internet. (excuse my french) eugh, speaking of french. I hate my french teacher. To the max. I'm so glad I didn't take french. The other day in french my friend olivia asked a question about 5 times, and it may have been quite a dumb question, but the teacher didn't answer. She just banged her head on the wall, said olivia was hopeless then walked out of class. Everyone was in complete shock. Then when the bitch came back in, I said to her, 'why did you do that? that was so rude!' then she started shouting at me, and sent me up to my year manager. Who then walked me back to lesson and she told me off, but was doing it in a really nice way. How wierd. But then I just sat in lesson giving my teacher the evils. I hate her. She can go die.
My geography teacher is worse though. She's recently had a baby and hasn't come back because of maternity leave. We all prayed she died in child birth. But that the baby survived obviously. Will have to wait until September to see if she's waddling round school again. Hopefully not(yn)
well, i'm off. It's a bit sunnier now. So going to see if I can get rid of my tan lines.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Thursday, June 10
10 ELS AVENUE
he loves me, he loves me not♥
today, i watched two amazing+weird films. they were both kinda the same. in french at school today we watched a film called, a la folie... pas du tout. which means, he loves me... he loves me not. when you watch a french film you just become so used to reading the subtitles. It's the second one we've watched. Anyway, the film was about some girl who was having an afair with a married doctor. But she was crazy and it was all in her head. He had a wife and a baby on the way. And when he found out he had an amirer/stalker he began to get suspicious of every woman who was his patient. He ends up atacking one of his patience because his real stalker sent him a human heart with an arrow through. He was then arrested. His stalker was very angry about this and then murdered his patient. Oh, but before all this happened, the stalker 'accidently' rode into the doctors pregnant wife on a scooter causing her to have a miscarriage. The doctor then realised who the stalker was and he told her to basically fuck off, so she threw a statue at his head. nearly killing him and forcing him to walk with a limp and walking stick for the rest of his life. she was then taken to a mental home where she pretended to take her tablets, but she secretely made a collage of him behind her wardrobe out of all her untaken tablets and just pretended to see what she has done wrong. she was then let out. and the film ended. it was quite good.
But, oh em gee. The film I watched at home was actually amazing. I cannot begin to explain it. It has a quite long story line, but it has a really big twist at the end. Then about 5 seconds before the credits, it has another twist! Also, the girl in it is actually gorgeous, she's so pretty. Jet black hair, greeny eyes, swiffy fringe, doesnt wear make up and she's stunning. So jealous. I cant remember what the film was called? Oh yeah, the uninvited. that was it. fml it was so clever.
peace.love.happiness
♥
today, i watched two amazing+weird films. they were both kinda the same. in french at school today we watched a film called, a la folie... pas du tout. which means, he loves me... he loves me not. when you watch a french film you just become so used to reading the subtitles. It's the second one we've watched. Anyway, the film was about some girl who was having an afair with a married doctor. But she was crazy and it was all in her head. He had a wife and a baby on the way. And when he found out he had an amirer/stalker he began to get suspicious of every woman who was his patient. He ends up atacking one of his patience because his real stalker sent him a human heart with an arrow through. He was then arrested. His stalker was very angry about this and then murdered his patient. Oh, but before all this happened, the stalker 'accidently' rode into the doctors pregnant wife on a scooter causing her to have a miscarriage. The doctor then realised who the stalker was and he told her to basically fuck off, so she threw a statue at his head. nearly killing him and forcing him to walk with a limp and walking stick for the rest of his life. she was then taken to a mental home where she pretended to take her tablets, but she secretely made a collage of him behind her wardrobe out of all her untaken tablets and just pretended to see what she has done wrong. she was then let out. and the film ended. it was quite good.
But, oh em gee. The film I watched at home was actually amazing. I cannot begin to explain it. It has a quite long story line, but it has a really big twist at the end. Then about 5 seconds before the credits, it has another twist! Also, the girl in it is actually gorgeous, she's so pretty. Jet black hair, greeny eyes, swiffy fringe, doesnt wear make up and she's stunning. So jealous. I cant remember what the film was called? Oh yeah, the uninvited. that was it. fml it was so clever.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Thursday, June 3
9 ELS AVENUE
So I was talking to my friend Katie earlier about New York.
And I remembered how much I wanted to live there and stuff. But now I'm starting to have doubts, because I want a nice big house and a garden in a peaceful place for my kids to grow up in. But thats near on impossible in New York. Also, for ages i've wanted to become a lawyer. But I've taken a Creative and Media deploma in school. And I love all computer things and photography and art so this is like perfect for me. But I had this plan for so long, and now I'm slowly changing my mind and I don't know what to do because there's so much pressure on teenagers to know what they want to do. At the moment I havn't got a flippin' clue what I want to do with my life, but I'm already sitting some GCSE's at the age of fourteen. It's unfair that we have to do them early but then if we get higher than a C we're not allowed to retake. So if I did science for another year I could've got an A not a C. And I will never be able to get that grade because I'm not allowed. It serioulsy pisses me off. If I think about it too much I will actually burst into tears. I hate school so much and the fact that all the teachers stick up for eachother and that the children are always wrong. Why can't it just be the god damn adults for once? They don't care about us or are edjucation, just as long as they get their good statistics for C-A* grades then they're happy.
Fucking Cunts.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Wednesday, June 2
8 ELS AVENUE
i am not a robot
So, after reading roza's cute blogs telling the reader to listen to marina and the diamonds, i'm doing what she says. And now I'm listening to Marina and the Diamonds - I'm not a robot. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_oMD6-6q5Y <-- link to it. It's deffinatley worth listening to, even if you hate the song, or Marina, just listen to the lyrics. They're actually about something that matters and not about some guy who can't get a girl or that has had his heart broken or whatever.
I cant be bothered to blog about mayhem. yeah, i went to an under 18's club earlier. it was pretty shite. but had some really fit guys. didn't have to guts to dance with one once again. meh, idc.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
So, after reading roza's cute blogs telling the reader to listen to marina and the diamonds, i'm doing what she says. And now I'm listening to Marina and the Diamonds - I'm not a robot. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_oMD6-6q5Y <-- link to it. It's deffinatley worth listening to, even if you hate the song, or Marina, just listen to the lyrics. They're actually about something that matters and not about some guy who can't get a girl or that has had his heart broken or whatever.
I cant be bothered to blog about mayhem. yeah, i went to an under 18's club earlier. it was pretty shite. but had some really fit guys. didn't have to guts to dance with one once again. meh, idc.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
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