Friday, July 30

17 ELS AVENUE

bloody hell... ♥

I'm with megan again. Will she never leave? lool, jokes I love her. We both have a slight obsession with Harry Potter. We're watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire. Robert Pattinson's in this film. I think he's rather fit, but megan is serioulsy obsessed. But we always thought that he was really ugly in this film because he was so young. But watching it now, we've realised that he is extreamly fit in this. Appart from the bit where he dies. Harry's got really big eyebrows. Not as big as Cedrick Digories (Robert Pattinsons character)

peace.love.happiness

Thursday, July 29

16 ELS AVENUE

No body puts baby in the corner... ♥

Blog on the go(29/7/10):
I'm in bed atm with meg. (sounds kinky. But I'm no lesbian) and we're watching Dirty Dancing. Every time something cringy happens Megan screams really quietly and hides her face. It's really quiet funny. I'm trying to think of what film to watch next. A nice funny film. Either the hangover or zombieland. Or something else. I'll google it. I can't wait for the end of the film. It's my second fave bit. My first fave bit is when they're in the studio dancing and they're grinding. Then the managers nephew walks in and they stop dancing just in time. But its the bit before I like. Well, just like my other phone blogs, this will be very short. Ahh, going now. It's the finale.

peace.love.happiness.

15 ELS AVENUE

Night Night... ♥

Blog on the go(29/07/10):
I've just gone to bed and I can't seem to sleep. Thought I'd do a phone blog. I had a very interesting conversation with Roza earlier. I'm glad I've got someone to talk to about everything. I can talk to some of my closest friends about stuff but then I always feel most comfortable when talking with Roza. I'm really happy I've found a friend who I can be totally honest with.
Don't know why I decided to blog about that. It's barely a blog. I just needed an excuse I suppose to use my phone and try to get used to the keyboard. I'm typing rather swiftly on this thing now. I'm slowly getting quicker If that makes sense. It's going to be hard going to a different phone after having this one for 5 months from now on.
Anyway, best be off now. Got some serious shopping to do tomorrow with the lovely meg. I'm going to France on an activity trip with my school. I'm so excited. But I've got less than half a week to get a tan. So I shall be going to the beach on Friday. Well, I shall bid you a dew and hit the hay. Night.

peace.love.happiness

14 ELS AVENUE

Ring Ring... ♥

Blog on the Go (28/7/10):
Hello. This is quite strange using word on my phone. I just need to get used to it. I could be able to use it at school. I think I will be able to deal with having this phone until Christmas. Can't wait. I will get an iPhone for Christmas. Then with my Christmas money, will get a blackberry on pay as you go. I will never top it up and just use it for BBM so I can save money for texting. Omg, I can't wait now. That's a plan. If I always use this. I could then type it up for a blog and just put; 'blog on the go' then type what I've written on my phone onto blog. Now that, is a plan.

peace.love.happiness

Monday, July 26

13 ELS AVENUE

i own the green monster♥

Lately, I've been getting really jealous of some people. Like the ones who can afford to just go to London and spend loads of money on designer clothes. Sure, I do have a fair few designer things. But I dunno whether it's just me being 'spoilt' or just a normal desire for things you cant have. My mum and dad always shout at me when I ask for something saying I'm always asking for stuff and that I'm so ungrateful for it all. I'm 14 years of age, its the summer holidays. I'm going to want money.
I really need a job. It's hard enough for a 16 year old to get jobs this time of year, let alone a 14 year old with no work experience and no way of getting a job. Some of us aren't lucky enough to have Dads with Kebab Shops.
I've got a topshop shopping bag on one of my tabs. The total price was £140 at first. But then I thought that was too high. So I lowered it by deleting some stuff. It's now only £95. I'm saving it until my mum and dad are in a good mood. Or if I haven't asked for anything in a while. Then will be like, muuuuuuuumm.... y'know its summer and i have no summer clothes:D. Hopefully if I explain my point that if she buys me this stuff I'll be set for summer and will need to more clothes. She'll get them for me:) But I doubt it.
I sound soo spoilt. Oh well. I am spoilt just without the getting part. Like, I always want loads of stuff, but I never get it. So does that make me spoilt or not?

peace.love.happiness

Thursday, July 15

12 ELS AVENUE

woof, woof, woof ♥

fml! Does my fucking dog ever wanna stop barking? Every time someone comes to the door, woof woof woof woof woof! Drives me insane! Then she just carries on barking for like an hour after. I'm surprised the people still live near us! I'd move if the dog next door kept barking.

Anyway... I've always wondered what it would be like to go crazy. Sometimes I think I'm not quite right in the head, but I'm definitely not crazy. I mean, being able to have all these twisted thoughts, and think it's right? Must be a weird sensation. I mean, being able to think somethings happening, like make up imaginary people. Or to kill someone without realising. Or to even live a lie, and not find out the truth until the day you die, must be some pretty imense shit.

It's like trying to become blind though, you can walk around for ages with your eyes closed. But you'll always peek. Look to the sun for 5 seconds, and you'll never see again. I can walk around thinking wierd thoughts all the time. Or (apparantly this works), if you sit in an empty room for a day or two, and think that everyone you know hates you. The next time you see these people, you will be completely paranoid, this then leads to going crazy. Or just go through a traumatic experience. Most things can make people go crazy.

peace.love.happiness

Saturday, July 3

11 ELS AVENUE

cry me out... ♥

is it bad I always forget to blog? Oh well, the only person that reads them is Roza. She'll be happy to see I've done a new blog. She always bugs me about it. The reason I decided to blog was because the song 'cry me out' just came on. Which reminded me of when me and Roza were dancing round my dining room at my mums party. Then my thoughts ran from there. Hope she's happy.

Aw, 'wake me up when september ends' just came on. My friend shai slept round a few weekends ago, and the song came on and she was like 'oh! i love this song! whats it called? when summer comes?' i was like, 'no shai. just, no' but she knew most of the words to it? wierd child. bless her. I just looked through some photo's of me and her running around in my garden getting soaked by some water sprinkler things. How funny :')

Today's been pretty shite. I got up at 10 am ready to have a shower and start sunbathing. But when I got dressed I realised it was a bit to breezy and cloudy out. So I went in very disapointed. And started to re-do my pc. Which failed epically because now I've lost half my music and fucked up my internet. (excuse my french) eugh, speaking of french. I hate my french teacher. To the max. I'm so glad I didn't take french. The other day in french my friend olivia asked a question about 5 times, and it may have been quite a dumb question, but the teacher didn't answer. She just banged her head on the wall, said olivia was hopeless then walked out of class. Everyone was in complete shock. Then when the bitch came back in, I said to her, 'why did you do that? that was so rude!' then she started shouting at me, and sent me up to my year manager. Who then walked me back to lesson and she told me off, but was doing it in a really nice way. How wierd. But then I just sat in lesson giving my teacher the evils. I hate her. She can go die.

My geography teacher is worse though. She's recently had a baby and hasn't come back because of maternity leave. We all prayed she died in child birth. But that the baby survived obviously. Will have to wait until September to see if she's waddling round school again. Hopefully not(yn)

well, i'm off. It's a bit sunnier now. So going to see if I can get rid of my tan lines.
peace.love.happiness