he loves me, he loves me not♥
today, i watched two amazing+weird films. they were both kinda the same. in french at school today we watched a film called, a la folie... pas du tout. which means, he loves me... he loves me not. when you watch a french film you just become so used to reading the subtitles. It's the second one we've watched. Anyway, the film was about some girl who was having an afair with a married doctor. But she was crazy and it was all in her head. He had a wife and a baby on the way. And when he found out he had an amirer/stalker he began to get suspicious of every woman who was his patient. He ends up atacking one of his patience because his real stalker sent him a human heart with an arrow through. He was then arrested. His stalker was very angry about this and then murdered his patient. Oh, but before all this happened, the stalker 'accidently' rode into the doctors pregnant wife on a scooter causing her to have a miscarriage. The doctor then realised who the stalker was and he told her to basically fuck off, so she threw a statue at his head. nearly killing him and forcing him to walk with a limp and walking stick for the rest of his life. she was then taken to a mental home where she pretended to take her tablets, but she secretely made a collage of him behind her wardrobe out of all her untaken tablets and just pretended to see what she has done wrong. she was then let out. and the film ended. it was quite good.
But, oh em gee. The film I watched at home was actually amazing. I cannot begin to explain it. It has a quite long story line, but it has a really big twist at the end. Then about 5 seconds before the credits, it has another twist! Also, the girl in it is actually gorgeous, she's so pretty. Jet black hair, greeny eyes, swiffy fringe, doesnt wear make up and she's stunning. So jealous. I cant remember what the film was called? Oh yeah, the uninvited. that was it. fml it was so clever.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Thursday, June 10
Thursday, June 3
9 ELS AVENUE
So I was talking to my friend Katie earlier about New York.
And I remembered how much I wanted to live there and stuff. But now I'm starting to have doubts, because I want a nice big house and a garden in a peaceful place for my kids to grow up in. But thats near on impossible in New York. Also, for ages i've wanted to become a lawyer. But I've taken a Creative and Media deploma in school. And I love all computer things and photography and art so this is like perfect for me. But I had this plan for so long, and now I'm slowly changing my mind and I don't know what to do because there's so much pressure on teenagers to know what they want to do. At the moment I havn't got a flippin' clue what I want to do with my life, but I'm already sitting some GCSE's at the age of fourteen. It's unfair that we have to do them early but then if we get higher than a C we're not allowed to retake. So if I did science for another year I could've got an A not a C. And I will never be able to get that grade because I'm not allowed. It serioulsy pisses me off. If I think about it too much I will actually burst into tears. I hate school so much and the fact that all the teachers stick up for eachother and that the children are always wrong. Why can't it just be the god damn adults for once? They don't care about us or are edjucation, just as long as they get their good statistics for C-A* grades then they're happy.
Fucking Cunts.
peace.love.happiness
♥
Wednesday, June 2
8 ELS AVENUE
i am not a robot
So, after reading roza's cute blogs telling the reader to listen to marina and the diamonds, i'm doing what she says. And now I'm listening to Marina and the Diamonds - I'm not a robot. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_oMD6-6q5Y <-- link to it. It's deffinatley worth listening to, even if you hate the song, or Marina, just listen to the lyrics. They're actually about something that matters and not about some guy who can't get a girl or that has had his heart broken or whatever.
I cant be bothered to blog about mayhem. yeah, i went to an under 18's club earlier. it was pretty shite. but had some really fit guys. didn't have to guts to dance with one once again. meh, idc.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
So, after reading roza's cute blogs telling the reader to listen to marina and the diamonds, i'm doing what she says. And now I'm listening to Marina and the Diamonds - I'm not a robot. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_oMD6-6q5Y <-- link to it. It's deffinatley worth listening to, even if you hate the song, or Marina, just listen to the lyrics. They're actually about something that matters and not about some guy who can't get a girl or that has had his heart broken or whatever.
I cant be bothered to blog about mayhem. yeah, i went to an under 18's club earlier. it was pretty shite. but had some really fit guys. didn't have to guts to dance with one once again. meh, idc.
peace.love.happiness.
♥
Tuesday, June 1
7 ELS AVENUE
little monster.
ok, so I didn't blog yesterday because I went to see LADY FUCKING GAGA?! Oh my god. It was by far the best night of my life! She is serioulsy amazing live. She is so down to earth and funny. She's imensly tallented, she climbed onto the piano and started playing it with her heels. She did such random stuff and talked about such random stuff. When she was doing an acoustic of Speachless, she stopped halfway through and started talking about what she heard on the radio. she was like, 'so this morning I was listening to the radio. and i heard that im doing another tour in november. which i didnt know about. so i guess im coming back' she was really funny. then she started shouting to the audience 'ARN'T YOU ALL SICK OF ME?!' everyone was like NOOO! then she got out some massive torch and was like 'its not fair. you all get to look at me but i dont get to look at you' then she started to look at everyone in the audience with her torch. she was like, 'oh my gosh, your all so pretty. i love your wig. your make ups cute' because everyone wore gaga wigs and did lightning bolts on their face like in poker face.
she had this whole theme going on of her trying to get to the monster ball. she kept calling us little monsters. it was amazing. it started with her friends like in a car. which was really a piano. and the car broke down. and they were like 'wheres gaga?' so when lady gaga came. they sang some songs or whatever. then got the subway but got off at the wrong stop. then sang some more. and ended up at what they thought was the monster ball. but it was just some monster, but gaga was deserted by her friends. the monster almost killed her. but the audience saved her by clapping and screaming. some how? then like, she finally got to the monster ball where she finished the show.
it went so quickly i can barely remember what happened. but like, she was so energetic and funny. she was also telling us about why she wrote these songs and one of them she said she wrote about her dad. and then she said it also described her ex boyfriends. and she said that it was because her dad used to drink jack daniels. and then she said all her boyfriends used to drink jack daniels. then she went, 'oh shit. i drink jack daniels'
it was really funny:)
i bought a really cool tshirt which i'm wearing now:) it has her on it in black and white and in gold writing it says, 'I'M A FREE BITCH' its so nice. she said that the monster ball was all about being free and that the freaks were outside the arena and that she has locked the door and thrown away the 'fucking key'
also, she introduced one of her dancers. and she said that he really likes american girls. and then she went, ' and you know what he likes even more than american girls? american boys' and all the gay guys went CRAZY. there was so many gays there it was wierd. funny shit. so yeah, it was absolutely amazing. and i would deffinatley go to see her again. without a doubt. and i'd pay up to 200 quid. she was indescribably imense.
peace.love.happiness
♥
ok, so I didn't blog yesterday because I went to see LADY FUCKING GAGA?! Oh my god. It was by far the best night of my life! She is serioulsy amazing live. She is so down to earth and funny. She's imensly tallented, she climbed onto the piano and started playing it with her heels. She did such random stuff and talked about such random stuff. When she was doing an acoustic of Speachless, she stopped halfway through and started talking about what she heard on the radio. she was like, 'so this morning I was listening to the radio. and i heard that im doing another tour in november. which i didnt know about. so i guess im coming back' she was really funny. then she started shouting to the audience 'ARN'T YOU ALL SICK OF ME?!' everyone was like NOOO! then she got out some massive torch and was like 'its not fair. you all get to look at me but i dont get to look at you' then she started to look at everyone in the audience with her torch. she was like, 'oh my gosh, your all so pretty. i love your wig. your make ups cute' because everyone wore gaga wigs and did lightning bolts on their face like in poker face.
she had this whole theme going on of her trying to get to the monster ball. she kept calling us little monsters. it was amazing. it started with her friends like in a car. which was really a piano. and the car broke down. and they were like 'wheres gaga?' so when lady gaga came. they sang some songs or whatever. then got the subway but got off at the wrong stop. then sang some more. and ended up at what they thought was the monster ball. but it was just some monster, but gaga was deserted by her friends. the monster almost killed her. but the audience saved her by clapping and screaming. some how? then like, she finally got to the monster ball where she finished the show.
it went so quickly i can barely remember what happened. but like, she was so energetic and funny. she was also telling us about why she wrote these songs and one of them she said she wrote about her dad. and then she said it also described her ex boyfriends. and she said that it was because her dad used to drink jack daniels. and then she said all her boyfriends used to drink jack daniels. then she went, 'oh shit. i drink jack daniels'
it was really funny:)
i bought a really cool tshirt which i'm wearing now:) it has her on it in black and white and in gold writing it says, 'I'M A FREE BITCH' its so nice. she said that the monster ball was all about being free and that the freaks were outside the arena and that she has locked the door and thrown away the 'fucking key'
also, she introduced one of her dancers. and she said that he really likes american girls. and then she went, ' and you know what he likes even more than american girls? american boys' and all the gay guys went CRAZY. there was so many gays there it was wierd. funny shit. so yeah, it was absolutely amazing. and i would deffinatley go to see her again. without a doubt. and i'd pay up to 200 quid. she was indescribably imense.
peace.love.happiness
♥
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