Thursday, July 15

12 ELS AVENUE

woof, woof, woof ♥

fml! Does my fucking dog ever wanna stop barking? Every time someone comes to the door, woof woof woof woof woof! Drives me insane! Then she just carries on barking for like an hour after. I'm surprised the people still live near us! I'd move if the dog next door kept barking.

Anyway... I've always wondered what it would be like to go crazy. Sometimes I think I'm not quite right in the head, but I'm definitely not crazy. I mean, being able to have all these twisted thoughts, and think it's right? Must be a weird sensation. I mean, being able to think somethings happening, like make up imaginary people. Or to kill someone without realising. Or to even live a lie, and not find out the truth until the day you die, must be some pretty imense shit.

It's like trying to become blind though, you can walk around for ages with your eyes closed. But you'll always peek. Look to the sun for 5 seconds, and you'll never see again. I can walk around thinking wierd thoughts all the time. Or (apparantly this works), if you sit in an empty room for a day or two, and think that everyone you know hates you. The next time you see these people, you will be completely paranoid, this then leads to going crazy. Or just go through a traumatic experience. Most things can make people go crazy.

peace.love.happiness

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